Always feel that the world is terror, terror to even themselves wanted to become terrorists.
Maybe when I become terrorists, I had not had you know that Xiao Ru
When I date with my babe, I will complain with my babe how tat feeling...and how pain I endure.
After complain,I always say I want to change...!!! argh!!!!
but....up to now, I still have not any changes...
I dunno why I want to be a terrorists..maybe you all neglect me?
got many maybe...but got one reason only...
that is.....( I also Dunno that reason)
Everytime I will Think about the future and think about the past...
if that year,we dun have meet,we dun have chat to noe each other...
I think today We will become a strangers,right?
but today we are the best of the best of friend....
This become a fact and also can't change's ending...
I noe that...
When I go to school every morning, I will think I should have what expression to face them...
Happiness? Emo? unhappy? or what?
Can I say I feel very tired when I face them with guise?
Can I ask them got think about what reason I emo?
Can I feel angry when they was disagreeable to me?
Should I? that answer is can't.....
when I emo...they have lost me in back...and without any condolences...
At that time, I feel really sad...and pain in my heart...
When I recall the memories, I feel like happiness because You and I is conversationalist...
I feel like stress when you angry to me without any reason...
when I ask you all back...You all escape my question...
and last, one of them chat with me, she says that reason of angry...
that reason is really funny...haha just because I noe a new friend and the friend is a bad student.
After I noe another friend, I always play with hers, recess with hers...
they are unhappy......and scolded me...stop friend with hers...
because....they are a bad example for you...you can easliy be a bad example...
ok...I listen they advice....but at that time...I friend with them again...just because I feel like be ignored..
because every recess time...they were not wait for me....and when they dunno any homework answer ..
they will ask me to take a answer easily...
before that I feel is normal..but over that time..I feel they were just take advantage only...
I feel angry but I dunno how to spoke with them...
and I thought to myself...that will not be next time...
But each time, I will soft-hearted to lend them homework...
When my babe ask me today got feel aggrieved or not?
I will answer his slowly..because I have to think want says with his on correct answer or wrong answer?
In first time I say with his in wrong answer...and my babe believe me...but after this..when I answer slowly,
He will noe I feel aggrieved today...for him is aggrieved but for me is very happy Because of this,
I would feel the presence of their own....Silly Right?
yeah...I really is a silly women...because when I silly..I can enter their world...enter their topic...
I just hope I can enter their world without any Stumbling block..
and I also hope when I disappear they will found me in the crowd with Madness
when I play with another friend is not equal my heart is not you all...
when I play with another friend, my brain is automatic think about you all,,,
Do you noe?
By the way...regardless of how bad...that is can't change's ending...
